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Stand on my own

One of the reason I like you is because I choose you.
You seemed like a kind, soft and loving boy.
Kind of my opposite but still attractive 

But you hate me, so you’ve changed.
Well, things are changed too.


The other reason is my grandma.
She wants me to have a boyfriend but I was too late.
Lately I wish for me to hire you as a boyfriend. Or begged to death for you to be my freelance boyfriend, at least in front of my grandma.

I don’t need you, I just care about you.
Didn’t I tell you? Now, we’re only strangers. I mean it. 

single and available

single and available

thanks for everyone who hug me.

thanks for everyone who hug me.

Detective Conan Episode 330

  • Suspect : I got my revenge on that woman who trampled all over "friendship!"
  • Ayumi : That's not a friend at all.
  • Suspect : ... [TURNS AROUND]
  • Ayumi : You were never friends even from the beginning!
  • Ai : Yeah, she's right. It's like an automated vending machine for canned juice. You'll get what you want so long as you have the money, but you get nothing in return without it. You can't buy your way into the hearts of others.
  • Suspect : .... [CRIES]

(Source: anditslove)

(Source: bestlovequotes)

Ujian Kenaikan Tingkat Kyu Aikido
29 April 2012 @ Alam Sutera Sport Center

Takiotoshi Nagare 

still crying in silence..

I never said I miss her.
Doesn’t mean that I don’t.

Loss of A Loved Ones

kemarin gak ada yang nyuruh shalat waktu adzan, ngajakin makan malam jam 7 dan melarang buat tidur larut malam. walau saya merupakan orang yang paling sadar bahwa suatu hari beliau akan pergi, rasanya sedikit terlalu cepat.

she taught me how to love. I can barely hug someone before she left.
it feels sooo empty~
I knew she’s important for all of us. But we never expected it would be so hurt to lost her. To think that she died in a very good way..
because this house was full of her voice. we enjoyed taking care of her. I always. Always wish for her not to die at least before she could spend holiday with us.
But God wants it to be different. HE granted all my wish except that one. God knows I’d throw all my other wish away just to make my granny stay.

Unfortunately, just like the song Bye Bye from Mariah Carey… she was not able to spend holiday with us, we wish to see her just a couple of days before she die, she can’t see how good I am now, never see me graduate.

this is worse than a rejection.
for grandpa, it’s not heartbreaking anymore. it’s heartshattering..

I’m done.

I taught you how to flirt, how to make a poem.
You managed to do it well, VERY well.
And now, you learn from my courage.
My work as a guardian angel is almost done.
If you succeed, there’ll be no more love between us.